And this too ...

Day 133/365 ~ And it will be Just like You Were Never Gone, a photo by Amanda Mabel on Flickr.

rising like a ball
of lava in my throat
i choke back
each
indelible
façade
i  once believed

with my
whole heart

the repeating words
of promises un-kept
play like a broken record

notes
i can no longer hear

i retaliate
with meditation

and tearful prayers

searching for the
answer

in the Divine

i cannot
seem to reconcile

accept

or
let go

instead
i sit
and
notice
and make room

Oh.

And this too …